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Saturday, April 29, 2006

geez. i just found out that the last time this blog was updated-30/11/2005.
wow. REALLY long since i blogged... and i'm really busy too.

i nEED SLEEp!! ZzzZZzZz

Tests and exams are gonna fill my life the next few weeks again.. i'm so looking forward to the SPA.

Yes. SPA.

Those of you who know what it is, haha bear with me. its called Science Practical Assessment. oh bother.. i dont understand BIO at all... how to do SPA.. but chem is fun TITRATION RAWKS! =D haha

Well, just a brief update on what's been happening.
Train ALOT.
RGS Gym Concert
RJC Gym Concert
Singapore Opens
Tests and Exams
YME!Young Musicians Entrepreneur course (well, i have not exactly started on it but THIS TUES gonna start! wheee hope it'll be fun)
Jay Chou songs
** HUO YUAN JIA**
and of course THE WOAH SONG! rawks.
Stolen Phone.. (er some friggin idiot stole my phone)

ohohohohohohohohohohohoh
byee for now..


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Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Don't undermine your worth by comparing yourself to others.
It is because we are different that each of us is special.
Don't set your goals by what other people deem important.
Only you know what is best for you.
Don't take for granted the things closest to your heart.
Cling to them as you would your life, for without them life is meaningless.
Don't let life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for the future.
By living your life one day at a time, you live up all the days of your life.
Don't give up when you still have something left to give.
Nothing is really over . . . till the moment you stop trying.
Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect.
It is this fragile thread that binds us together.
Don't be afraid to encounter risks.
It is by taking chances, that we learn to be brave.
Don't shut love out of your life by saying it's impossible to find.
The quickest way to receive love is to give love;the fastest way to lose love is to hold it too tightly;and the best way to keep love is to give it wings.
Don't dismiss your dreams.
To be without dreams is to be without hope
To be without hope is to be without purpose.
Don't run through life so fastthat you forget not only where you've been,but where you are going.
Life is not a race,but a journey to be savored every step of the way.


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watched the sea games news just now
congratulations Singapore Gymnasts! u certainly did us proud!
well the rest of the gang are so happy for them but why dont i share the same spirit?
maybe its coz i'm feeling really sore about it. i dont know...
if only...
i could turn back time, it may have become a totally different situation.
if only...
i was more responsible in taking care of my welfare and not let others do it.
i guess its really true that the future is in the hands of its beholder. i should take charge on what i want to achieve and the process to achieving.
but i know there's no use thinking about "if only's". the past. i should be thinking about how i'm going to craft my life such that it does not go to waste. even in the sport i'm in. i want to achieve something for myself.
this however leads on to the dilemma

glory? or my future?

two opposing points of view are being thrust into my hands.

gee and they both have got really good reasons.
argh. one is by a family member, who genuinly cares about me. the other by, well, some other people of a community or association who want progress for the sport.

what should i do?

well i have to admit that i love the sport. thats why i'm still doing it in the first place. but in order to achieve, time and effort have to be put in. i am not a genius nor a whizzkid whatever u call one who is able to do absolutely everything and excel in it. i want to excel in both. the question is how?

i'm in really weird moods these days... guess i'm a mental case =P

HOW.


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Tuesday, November 29, 2005

i know i ought to go to sleep but i'm not sleepy...
i'm so sick of being cherrie
dont mind being a melissa or jolene or sabrina for awhile.. haha
why must i only be cherrie?

gee i've suddenly reflected on what i've achieved so far

nothing i guess...
except for being slightly better at rhythmic gymnastics
what else am i good at?

piano? no.. i wasted my whole year. accomplished nothing.

gee my studies are really bad.

i'm not good at anything... why?

well am i too nice or what, why do i always get teased at? and made fun of?
hmm i have no idea but i guess i'll have to figure out soon.

this is a really random thought that came across my mind.
how does it feel like to die?
sounds really cool to me. haha maybe i'm mental... who knows.

hmm maybe its because the boredom has sunk into me that i start writing nonsense. i dont know?

what have i been doing with the precious life i have?

i really dont know.

someone enlighten me on why i dont fund chalets fun....
i guess its just me.
i guess i'm really an anti social... is there any way to change?

haha these are really weird questions that i happen to have on my mind at this moment.

nights people.


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Monday, November 28, 2005

i'm bored... i mean REALLY bored...

watched the sea games opening ceremony.
wish like mad i was there.
if only...


i'm such a failure.


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Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Dont' love you no more (I'm sorry) -- Craig david

[VERSE 1]
For all the years that I've known you baby
I can't figure out the reason why lately
you've been acting so cold
(didn't you say)
If there's a problem we should work it out
So why you giving me the cold shoulder now
Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl
(tell me)
Ok I know I was late again
I made you mad and then it's throwing the pan
But why are you making this drag on so long
(i wanna know)
I'm sick and tired of this silly games
(silly games)
Don't figure that I'm the only one here to blame
It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.

[CHORUS]
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause
I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said I just don't love you no more

[VERSE 2]
I know that I made a few mistakes
But never thought that things would turn out this way
Cause I'm missing something now that your gone
(I see it all so clearly)
Me at the door with you inner state
(inner state)
Giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.

[CHORUS]
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

[BRIDGE]
Don't say those words it's so hard
They turn my whole world upside down
Girl you caught me completely off guard
On the night you said to me
I just don't love you more.

[CHORUS 2X]


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argh. i'm feeling so...so...hmm.. weird! its a mixture of sian-ness and bored-ness and sleepy-ness. hai yahh... gym chalet was fun i guess haha i managed to cycle and skate. argh but i'm sort of covered in grazes, bruises and horrible mosquito bites. =\ I'm very grateful to the few kind souls i met yesterday. I thank that young boy who tried to help fix my bicycle (oh if you're wondering what happened, i'll get to that soon!) and the Atheletics teacher for eventually fixing my bicycle, the uncle who sells drinks and offered to give us these plastic holders so that we could drink and cycle! I almost thought these people were extinct. Pardon me if i'm wrong but how often would one meet such people? all on the same day as well! I guess i was really lucky...=)

ok here's the wonderful tale of my absolutely ge kiang (act smart) cycling experience. hurr. i'm never gonna cycle down slopes again. ytd we went cycling at pasir ris park upon seeing the childrens playground specifically the "spider's web", all of us parked our bikes under one of the trees close to the "spiders web". i had a go at it and it was haha quite effortless la. =P so i decided to cycle somemore around the playground, which was the footpath. Now you'll know why they have two kinds of paths. well i was cycling around the playground when i decided to go down this slope which leads to the "spider's web" thing. sheesh. i realised on the way down that i was headed for all the other bikes that were parked there. -.- and i could not stop in time! =\\ so can guess right. i obviously crashed into the other bikes and earned myself quite a few bruises and this graze plus cut plus blueblack on my foot. now its all swollen. eeek. so dumb right. hai yah. thank goodness i didnt crash into the tree. woahh if i did ah. i wouldve died! =\\ ok i'll stop scaring myself and get to the story.

yeah my bicycle chain was out of place! which is bad coz i can't cycle anymore! hmph. so this young malay boy offered to help me fix the bike, so i let him do it. i was so surprised at first, i thought no one would help. hehehe the kids from that school were really helpful and sweet. they sort of crowded around and tried to help haha and got their hands greasy. i think the boy didnt manage to fix it properly but we just thanked him anyway. so i tried to cycle but the chain was stuck. =\ at first yvette wanted to bring the bicycle back to the rental shop which was like REALLY far away but i said no la. dont need i'll walk. so we were walking to where the others were when we met this malay man, the atheletics teacher. He tried to teach us how to fix the bike (coz he didnt want to get this hands dirty i suppose) but i guess we were really unexperienced. =P and there were TWO knots in the chain by then. =\ yeah so he asked us to help him carry his things and he helped fix my bike! wow. i learnt how to fix a bike! =)hehehee Ahh so nice right so helpful. I wanted to treat him to a drink but he turned it down. yep.

oh i can't blade for nuts. =\ so lousy. i almost fell like dunno how many times! GRR. but at lest still can move la hehee. i can see why my parents dont allow me to blade so scary! like can fall down VERY easily! hahaa but heck la. its FUN!

hmm what else ah. *yawns* i think i'll go sleep soon! will continue another day! nitez


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Saturday, October 29, 2005

::More than words::

Saying I love you,
Is not the words,
I want to hear from you,
It's not that I want you,
Not to say but if you only knew,
How easy,
it would be to show me how you feel,

More than words,
is all you have to do,
to make it real,
Then you wouldn't have to say,
that you love me,
Cause I'd already know,

What would you do,
if my heart was torn in two,

More than words to show you feel,
That your love for me is real,
What would you say,
if I took those words away,

Then you couldn't make things new,
Just by saying I love you,

It's more than words,
It's more than what you say,
It's the things you do,
oh yeah,
It's more than words,
It's more than what you say,
It's the things you do,
oh yeah,

Now that I've tried to,
talk to you and make you understand,
All you have to do,
is close your eyes,
And just reach out your hands,
and touch me,
Hold me close don't ever let me go,

More than words,
is all I ever needed you to show,
Then you wouldn't have to say,
that you love me,
Cause I'd already know,

What would you do,
if my heart was torn in two,

More than words to show you feel,
That your love for me is real,
What would you say,
if I took those words away,
Then you couldn't make things new,
Just by saying I love you.....


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Wheee...gymming away! CCAB RG RULEZ

+ meeeee .

cherrie!
a.k.a. cherryberry (nickname)
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RGS.105'04.205'05.


+ wishlist .

[+]_ipod nano!
[+]-my own camera
[+]_a nice nice pencil case
[+]-good grades
[+]_have fun at GYM!
[+]-a new pair of shoes!
[+]_a new phone
[+]-a bag/tote bag
[+]_some new clothes....ESP jeans. -.-
[+]-OOoo! white pants/skirt!
[+]-LOSE WEIGHT! at least 5 kg!! by..by..ASAP!

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